WhAt A TrAgiC EXperiENCE!!!!!

They said boys don't cry?!! Well, I don't think so!! Maybe it's just that they haven't experienced the worst dilemma of their lives!!! I'm pretty sure of it because i have experienced it myself!!! It was a clear Thursday midnight of January 18, 2007 when something happened beyond my very broad expectations! I was studying for our last batch of Periodical Test! In my friend's house, we were studying both Calculus, the most difficult subject for us, and English! Accidentally, I left my my notes in our house so i need to go home to get it! But prior to that, I could not explain why I felt a certain fear inside me!!! It was like something is going to happen! But still, I never mind it for a fact that I don't believe in haunches! When I was on my way home, something was trying to tell me that i should go home as fast as i can!! Who the hell would not have goose bumps with such ironic feelings!!

But nevertheless, i still walked with constant speed!

Everything was fine when I reached home. Not even a question was asked from me although it was not unusual because i asked permission before i went out of the house!!! So i went directly into my room and started searching for my notes in the bookshelf! As i was looking for my notebook, i heard a loud sound like something that was banged into the wall.!!

I immediately went out of my room and rush to our store! There i saw my mom and dad quarreling in a very loud voice and shouting at each other! It would have been tolerable if they were just quarrellings by words! But the most SU**ING thing that shocked me was when i was my dad as he began to PUNCH and KICK the face of my mother!!!! I was FU**ING mad, furious and angry with what i saw!!!

DAMN it!!!!

I rushed inside the HELL store and attempted to stop their fight but i did not succeed! My A**HOLE was kicked by my dad away from them!! I was EXTEREMY angry when i started looking for something, a tool or a weapon, to stop their FU**ING fight.!!!!

Alas! I saw mt 38-caliber gun but SH*T, i found no bullet inside it!!! I forgot where i placed the bullets, maybe because i was already insane in anger!!!

So i looked for a handy object to use and hit the @SS of my dad!!! I found a three-feet long metal pipe, with a radius of one and a half inches, long and big enough to kill a person!!

But the ANGEL'S hand tapped me to stop and not to de carried away with my anger!!! I realized that if i would have KILLED my FU**ING dad, it would turn out that i was more cruel than my dad!!! If by chance, I would be sent to prison, a place where he, my dad, is sought for.

Just hoping my mom did not die, I WALKED AWAY because that was the only way top stop my self from killing a FU**ING man!!!!!

I went back to Jhon Albert's house and pretended as if nothing had happend and as if there was nothing wrong!!! But instead of studying and understanding our lessons, no matter how i read, nothing was inside my head except the @$$HOLE of my dad!!! Then later i decided to sleep in Albert' house, which i normally do, because i dont want to go home!!!!

The next morning, i woke up at about five o'clock in the dawn. I went home after i woked albert up and said that i was going.

Few minutes before the test, I tried to read and study as hard as i can just to prepare myself for the tests i am to take that morning, but still, none was understood nor digested! Good thing i forgot for a while about the incident last night as the test started, although I was not sure about my answers!!!!

But after the test, everything seems to be very fresh in my mind again!!!!

SH*T!!!!!!!!

Now TELL ME???!!!

If you were in my shoes that HELL time, what would you do??!!

Who the FU**ING guy would not cry if this happens to his family??

Huh????!!!!